ever wondered wats at the end of the rainbow...

2005-12-23T23:11:00.000+08:00

finally, another post after like ages....an early christmas post since i will be away during christmas....

hmmm... christmas.... its sortof a love hate relationship... i mean u love it but cant help but dread it at the same time. i mean like christmas itself is a nice festive season with presents and all and all the family gatherings. but yet at the same time u know that the hols are ending .... sigh.... dont want the hols to end... dunno what to expect once sch reopens...... no more proper hols to enjoy.... no more slacking.... its really really quite scary....sigh....

anyway..HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST OOI !!!!! HAHAHAHA....glad u liked the surprise and yup.... great maggi mee u have !!!!

2005-11-29T16:14:00.000+08:00

yay !!! i am back !!!away from the horrid horrid food.... hahaha... anyway really had loads of fun there... sigh... the pple were really fun and nice... loved the school the most... it was sooo fun.... sigh.... now the trips over just hope tt we can actually keep in touch with all the friends made... but some how theres a feeling that once we return to school we will just be like hi-bye friends... sad eh.... 10 days of friendship... hahaha

but anyway now tt i am back i am like super super busy..... theres hol hw, i still have to pack my room, my bros room which is filled with my papers and i dunno lots and lotsa other suff... arrrghhh.... this sucks sooooo bad.... oh no....

oh ya and i posted up the china pics too... its rather rather little considering the time i spent there

2005-11-23T17:13:00.000+08:00

i am now presently in china yang zhou !!!! amazing huh.... in yang zhou yet i still can use the net !!!!!hahahahah i am like sooooo happy !!!! i cant go see all the blogs but i can update... so heres what i am doing ... hahahaha
chatting to jialing at the moment and shes like just telling me how much her hols suck... with the working crap awww.... poor girl.... hahahahha

anyway chinas been just ok,.... the food... its TERRIBLE !!!! seriously !!! its like sooooo grosss.... maybe its coz i am just picky.... but anyway the pple here are like really really nice....

so far i think i enjoy the school the best,.... its really really fun but like totally hard to understand...hahahaha,.... had bio geog and history and math... ALL IN CHINESE !!! i suffered soooooooo much !!!! esp bio... its such a bore and its in chinese !!! THATS REALLY REALLY BAD !!!!and the school is like really really interesting.... in the middle of lessons they have to rush down to do morning exercise and its duper duper funny and they also like have to do eye exercises with like damn funny music!!!! damn amazing !!!!

HAHA.... but at least lessons i have some one else who doesnt rknow what in the world is going on.... so we were like writing stupid love letters to my imaginary friend from iceland while andrew was like writing a love letter to his partner !!! damn amusing .... and the teacher kept glaring at us coz we were just laughing and laughing .... prob disrupting the classs... OOPS!!!!

oh ya and the english lessons are like really really funny !!!! their eng is like pri 3 std and even the teacher speaks weirdly !!! they were learning about planets and the way the teacher was teaching the students to pronounce the words was just l;ike really really weird

tml is another day of sch... the last one then we are off the shanghai and soon i will be back.... sigh.... the hol hw is like really piling up.... everything is just posted on the net... sp i am suppopsed to go check.... sigh... got to leave the school now...

woah... its a rather rather long post ....hahahahha

to jialing !!! hahahait was nice speaking to u again after sooooo many days,.,,,, misss u guys.... UNFORTUNATELY !!!! HAHAHAHAH....anyway... dun be tooo sad tt we cant exactly celebrate ur birthday..... but we will do it by hook or by croook... soooo... no worries... and go do ur job at JL ... hahaha... earn ur 400 bucks !!
oh ya,.....REMEMBER NOT TO WHINE !!!! U WILL CHASE EVERYONE AWAY !!!! HAHAHAHAHA... AND I EXPECT A TREAT FROM UR 400 BUCKS EARNINGS !!!!MUAHAHAHAHA

2005-11-15T22:11:00.000+08:00

ok... heres a nice lil post so some loupok wont say tt i just update once a month... coz tt is soooo not true !! GET IT MISS LOUPOK !!!??

soo... the days hyave been filled with jobhunting....future seems rather bleak at the moment.... dunno...hope something works and someone actually calls me... keeping my fingers crossed.... and the hols have been hectic ... dunno why....i seem sooo free with like totally nothing to do except interact ! WITH THE ZZZ MONSTER !!! it keeps coming after me !! ya but some how the day juts passes soooo quickly.... its soooo sad... like 1/4 the hols are gone and like i havent even enjoyed it yet... and by the time u really are starting to enjoy.... THE HOLS ARE OVER !!!! REALITY.... ITS OH SO HARSH... IT HURTS!!! and next year... its will just be cheonging all the way... no proper hols... so much for having them anyway....

ok... no time to wallow in self pity !!! i must not end up like that !!!

oh ya i will be going away soon... to china !!! 10 whole days... wow.... rather excited... but i think i am gonna have a problem communicating over there... cant speak chinese for nuts... just hope they understand what i am saying.... 10 days away from home... awww... i think i am gonna be sick... home sick... hahahah... ok i am just rambling.... i should stop here... anyway doubt i will be updating till when i come home from china which would be like 27th??yups...... soooo till then..toodles...

oh ya... last note... to the loupok... I DID NOT STEAL THE MANGO !!! i returned it to you promptly the minute we reached eunos... so dont complain !!!such an ingrate !!! AND STOPP SNIFFING YOUR MANGO LIKE SOME DRUG ADDICT !!! JUST GO EAT IT !!!

2005-11-09T20:56:00.000+08:00

whooo !!! PW IS OFFICIALLY OVVERRR !!!!
finally the day i have been waiting for...it feels soooo good to know that pw no longer rules ur life ! hate pw... now that its over i am free !!!! whoo !!!haahahaha

havent really been updating due to pw... had to miss a few outings as welll... see thats how pw ruins lives... and seriously.... dont really think tt its that beneficial... just PURE WASTE OF TIME !!!

oh ya and op today.... i think i screwed up.... crap..... it was quite bad according to me... i didnt know how to answer one of the questions and i was just crapping my way through and i think the accessors were giving me a weird look...and it ws out of point !! oh no ! there goes op! hahaha anyway i cant be bothered anymore !!!

2005-10-21T21:39:00.000+08:00

ok..the results are back... dont know whether they are considered bad or average.... but still pretty glad... must say i am quite proud of myself... hahahaha.... COOD... hahaha.... aint that bad considering the amount of effort i actually put it... I AM SO GONNA WORK HARD FROM NOW ON !!! NO MORE SLACKING...

oh... quite happy with my gp and chi !!! gp was like rather good esp for essay ...32out of 50 !!! woots!!!hahaha... and chi was like unbelievable !!! i actually got an A !!!SEE I KNOW MY CHI AINT TT BAD !!! hahahaha..

but econs really really was shocking !!!! like really really reallly bad !!!! hope they moderate it....THEY HAVE TO!!! the highest in class was like only a D ... LIKE HOW BAD IS THAT ???!!!! ahhh... oh well glad that its all over at least... hahaha

2AHRED HERE I COME !!!! WHOO !!!!

2005-10-20T21:44:00.000+08:00

sigh... tml is THE DAY !!! arrghh... the results are all coming back.... hmm... guess i reallly really dunno what to expect.. just tt i really really wanna get promoted... and theres nothing that i can do now... just to hope for the best.... dont think i am really loooking forward to it... sigh..

and pw has really really been sucky !!! hate it to the core !!! its like soooo troublesome !! and the new timetable sux even more! PW everyday and chinese too !!! arrghhh hate it !!! and not to mention i may have to miss the gathering on 31st because of some stupid dry run !!! hate it !!! and i also have chi AO on that day !! arrghhh... my life is sooo miserable...and i just realised that my chi does suck.... but its just a lil ... haha self delusional me...

2005-10-18T20:20:00.000+08:00

really had fun yesterday... met the chickie gang yesterday to watch goal! really really nice show... rather inspiring.... but weurd jialing was like soooo inspired and was even willing to take her promos again ??!!! SUCH A WEIRD LITTLE WHINEY GIRL!oh ya and i even forgot how she actually whined and whined over the phone to get me to go over.. and i rushed out if my house just to meet her coz she was whining continuously !!!shall not complain about it sice i had fun in the end....

and oh the weekend was pretty fun... went to escape on sat and had much fun !!! whoo.... havent been there for sooo long... had a really fun time...brings back memories.... haha the last time i went there was with chelle... spent like nearly the whole day there....and then i met joce and chelle on fri too... went to bugis... and guess what we spoke chinese the whole day... woah.... it was really really tiring and my jaws were all aching after tt... and had a hard time switching back to eng after tt... and u guess my chinese really does suck... but just a lil bit ....hahaha... it seriously aint tt bad.. after all i only cant speak...but i can write ... seee aint tt bad right...

sigh.,... back to promos... results are all coming out real soon... and dunno if i am looking forward to it or dreading it... this sucks... think my results are really gonna suck... dunno how am i gonna get promoted ...the teacher was like going throught the econs ans and i am definitely gonna fail the mcq terribly ... crap !!! and i was thinking of counting on econs ! looks like ive got nothing now....arrrghhh... i have to get promoted !!!

i really really promise to work really really really hard if i ever do get promoted... i really really am desperate !!!

2005-10-13T20:42:00.000+08:00

today was supposed to be ac games... which i happily skipped... haha... why would i miss this chance to pon school?? hahaha... and well was pretty bored at home... had nothing much to do... but i woke up really really late... like almost 1 again... hahaha

woke up at 1 as well yesterday... wooh... it felt so good to be able to sleep sooooo late... hahahaha... i know.. i am a pig... but i havent slept so much in ages... and all the eyebags were all poping out.... hahaha... oh then went to town with pj to watch into the blue... hmm.. pretty nice show... but the sharks were quite funny....the part were amanda got part of her leg bitten off was quite scary at first... but after that thought it was super funny.. hahaha... it looked like chicken drumstick... hahaha... i am sooo mean...

anyway then rushed down all the way to swensens at holland v for class outing..... was super duper late... thanks to some one who told us to get of at the wrong stop!!! IDIOT !! it was pretty fun i guess.... ate quit a lot of ice cream... it was kinda nice...but i reallly do miss the tk outings... dunno... have to say i still feel mor at home with them... cant wait to have an outing with the tk pple.... miss em sooooo much

anyway supposed to meet the chickie gang tml... as in joce and chelle... coz jl has some trip... its just us... anyway planning on ponning school again tml !!! yay !!! PONNING SPREE !!! HAHAHAHAHAHAA....

and dooms day is approaching .... hope i can get promoted .. keeping my fingers cross... dunno what i will do if i cant... sigh.... I HAVE TO GET PROMOTED !!! I MUST !!!!!

once again i sound really desperate to get promoted.... but tts only coz i reallly really am !!!! PLEASE PROMOTE ME !!!!

freedom at last !!

2005-10-11T20:13:00.000+08:00

whooo !!! finally the promos are over and i am finally back after a looong time !!! HAHAHA...sigh... promos really take up a lot of time and causes eyebags !!! they should just get rid of it!!!
anyway it really has been tiring ... every paper was a mad rush against time ... and my hands all hurt like crazy !!!! but anyway ALL the papers were like really really really hard !!! donnu how i am ever gonna get promoted but whatever it is ... I MUST GET PROMOTED !!!! i dunno wannna retain !!!....hmmm maybe i really should have studied harder ... sigh... but i guess it really is tooo late for regrets.... sigh....but anyways if i ever ever ever do get promoted i promise to study very very very hard and stop slacking ever ever ever again !!! so please promote me !!!! PRETTY PRETTY PLEASE !!!!

CRAP !! i sound so desperate... hahaha

anyway on a lighter note... today was really really fun !!! hahaha spent the time at home baking with pj ... hahaha unexpected but ya tts what we did ! hahaha... so fun... we baked brownies and cookies and a cake ! ya but the cake was a total flop ... TOTAL DISASTER !!!! soooo sad .....

hmm.. oh ya something really sad ..I ACTUALLY DO NOT HAVE MARKING DAY !!!! HOW UNFAIR !!!we have ac games instead.... maybe it wouldnt be so bad after alll ... BUT I STILL WANT MY MARKING DAY !!! hmpf !!!!
oh well.. just ranting .... hope the promos will be fine and I HAVE TO GET PROMOTED !!!

2005-08-22T17:16:00.000+08:00

ok i know i haven blogged for like what.... more than one week...

well the past week was like really really really hectic.... like 3 tests in a row... and really had to mug really hard.... arrghhh... sux terribly... yah guess tts what took up most of my time... and i know i only got like what 6 weeks to promos.... crap... and i havent even started !! 6 weeks is definitely not enough!!!
i need more time !!!

anyway yest went out to sorta mug with chelle... haha... and i got really crazy ... and well i sorta destroyed her notebook.... oops?? haha sorry....and i even threatened her... haha anyway at least she remembers the important date now !

haha... anyway i still gotta go mug got a few more tests this week...

2005-08-13T23:16:00.000+08:00

sigh...got not much to say... just that welll it was nice to be away.... away for the horrid stressful world....felt really really tired today... was out at school the whole day... then had to rush down to clementi for kidsread... then ended at 830 plus and rushed down to tp from clementi... and tp and clementi is like north pole and south pole all the way to the other end of the world.... was really really tired... but at least i got to meet some of the tk pple and also pple from ist three months.... then went for supper at mac and well i guess i kinda find out some things ... and well i guess i also realised that i was kinda detactched from all that was going on there already...sigh...

oh then i spoke to joce for like rather rather long all the way to 2.... but it was nice... just realised how much i actually miss the good old tk days and also the only thing i actually look forward to for jc life is actually just the end of the 2 years.... cant help it no matter how hard u try....so different from the pass where we all didnt want it to end... sigh....darn i shouldnt sigh too much akes me grow old...

to joce- thanks a lot for what u said to me... really appreciated it and well made me feel really much better to know that u actually know that u understood how i felt n actually know what i mean. and bout that matter sorry i couldnt really say much not tt i dun wanna help or anything but just that i dont know enough to make any comments ... so sorry..... and yup really glad to know tt at least we are still the same ... even if everything else no longer is.... sigh....

guess i feel really really dumb.... believing that everything really would stay the same...

2005-08-04T21:01:00.000+08:00

havent really been updating this thing.... guess i have been like rather rather busy.... with pw n stuff....doing the surveys having to tabulate all the results and all the crap and the new pw teacher.... what cadence.... weirdo..... everything she says contradicts the older teacher...... dun like it !!!!

ya n i guess schools been kinda busy lately also...with like barely 2 months to the promos and stuff and still have so many tests and assignments.... and now tt we have long holiday... which aint exactly a holiday since i cant really enjoy since i got soooooooooooo much hw.....arrrgggghhhhh..... stress !!!!!

oh and still have to sell the fun-o-rama tickets... so much to do so lil time... pple !!!! come to AC's fun fair!!!! loads of fun!!!! haha.... but its still next year la....but anyway to all those pple out there who know bout fun-o-rama come buy the tix from me !!!!

ok nthn much to see these few days just that life has been...... busy.... really really really busy.... and.... boring too... so yup.... and i got an econs test tml... hahah market structure .... sigh.... terrible chapt.... so terribly and boringly loooonnnggggg.... sigh... gotta go mug now !!!!

2005-07-29T22:20:00.000+08:00

woots.... just came back from kids read.... hahaha... had so much fun... but so super tired.... the kids there are like oh so cute !!!!!! feel like pinching their cheeks!!!! oops?? hahahaha.... yah esp danial.... he is just so duper cute!!!!! hahaha.... my newest eye candy !!! hmmm hope he comes again next week then maybe i can go take pic with him...oh his sister is also like so cute !!!! got nice curly hair and nice big eyes!!! so envious !!!! i also want !!!!!hahaha....
had so much fun!!! looking forward to next fri... we are supposed to do the reading !!! ahhh.... so excited !!! hahaha....cant wait.... might be gg out with chelle or joce tml.... hmm... see how things go...

2005-07-25T18:50:00.000+08:00

hmmm... nothings been too fine at sch lately or so maybe tts just what i think... not tt there are problems and stuff its just tt......... sigh.... some things tt are better not said....and u wish tt u can tell some one bout all tt but just tt u find tt theres not really anyone.... arrghsss.... whateveres... dun bother i'm just ranting...

school life really isnt tt nice and to think everyone thinks jc life is where you have the most fun ... ka pooi !!! must have really been so gullible to believe tt.... so much work so much assignments and well soo many things to deal with....

oh yah... smthn nice to talk about.... kids READ!!! had loads of fun !!! kids are likre really really cute.... hhahaha.. really nice.... and oh yah still haven gotten myself a cca and yes i know the year is ending ..... i will find one soon... not to worry....

jl n joce came over yest.... found out a lot of things.... interesting stuff.... hahaha.... nice day.....just love the weekends get to meet with all of em and just sit there n remember the good times....

sigh... the good old days of O's.... cant help but love it

2005-07-13T22:32:00.000+08:00

just realised tt my grades are actually not FOC but OBE... hahaha.... silly ol' me.... hmm...anyway crap got this parent teacher thing tts coming up soon n hope i can convince the folks not to go for it.... or the teacher gonna complain.....anyway got back official gp marks... horrid.... i still fail... but now by 1/2..... how pathetic can life get.... just wonderful eh....whatever... cant really be bothered ...I GIVE UP !!!

whatevers.... sigh.... guess i ve been feeling a lil moddy these few days... dun really noe why.... maybe i do actually but just...oh crap nvm...maybe its coz i miss the tk pals... spent too much time with them during the hols n all tt n prob still learning to adapt....

anyway had body combat today..... weird thingy.... the instructor was like super duper sissy... sissified to the max !!! weird moves what kick here kick there then punch here n there.... so dumb....and then took many pics both frm today n yest.... hahaha...oh n i almost forgot the highlight of yest !!! I HAD DETENTION !!!! hahahaha.... hard to believe but true.... anyway it was for the whole class.... coz we din read our geog notes so lynn made us all go for it... anyway the one hour was well spent... we spent it taking pics.... took loads today... craziness...

ohhss and almost forgot another highlight of the week .... i got a cca !!!! hahahaha.... recrea badminton... woots.... lame eh.... but what the heckk... who cares so long as i have a cca... oh n i might even join air rifle !!! interesting stuff eh... hahahahha
sigh gonna get e8 back tml... dunno what to expect .... but i guess i am prepared for the worse... aftre all i was a guide before... and as the motto goes.... be prepared..... hahahaha.... fine i am just being lame as usual... whatever !!

2005-07-09T18:36:00.000+08:00

hmm.... so i guess the results are all out and well... i guess they aint tt bad.... but stull oh wells shall just study harder....hmm... FOC....hahaha... seriously aint tt bad eh.... haha... fine i noe i am just consoling myself... wells... all i have left is to wait for lit... haha think i prob fail...nvm..... i already am quite satisfied....

anyway according to mr lynn... we really should start mugging hard for promos now....if not we might never get the chance tp be promoted ... sigh... so sad... guess i really got to start mugging now so tt i can be scholar telle ... hahahaha.... so now i am no longer slacker telle but.... mugger telle !!!whoo~ hope i succeed !!!hahahaha

booo.....

2005-07-05T20:41:00.000+08:00

sigh.... returning back to sch is so difficult.... cant stand it...yeps n according to some cheenafied jl if u cant stand it sit !... crap but what if u cant find some where peaceful to sit around n just relax....sigh... first it was the terms then the hol hw... everyone is like after me for hw... and i havent started doing anything......sch is getting to be such a bore !!!days n days n days of work....arrrghhhh.... stresss !!!!

and now i also have to wait for the freaking results.... which are so gonna send me to paradise.... judging frm what mr lynn went through... n oh yah... the math paper as well... so wasted !!!! crap la !!! i failed !!!!! n by a patehetic one mark !!!! ARRGGHHH!!! WHY??!!! JUST ONE MARK !!! COULDNT THE CHER HAVEN GIVEN IT TO ME ??? boo.....
judging from everything else all the other teachers have said.... sigh.... highly doubt i even have the chance to pass anything !!!
CRAP !!! why do i lead such a miserable life.... booohoooo... sigh.... realised i sigh a lot.... sigh..... anyway.... gotta go concentrate on discussing pw....sigh...

2005-07-02T22:17:00.000+08:00

freako.... chi oral yesterday was such a flop.... my chi sounded so damn weird much much worse than before... crap..... i am so dead... gonna have to mug so hard for the rest of the papers... sigh.. anyway glad that tyhe terms are all over.... thus week has been like hell.. but now the results !!!

sigh... really have no idea how everything is gonna turn out... just hope tt i can pass everything n not be last in calss... but sigh... guess its gonna be quite impossible... gosh... shall not talk bout the sad stuff...

anyway yest after oral went out woth gina... happened to meet cel carol n joce... haha... bought quite a few pair of earrings....came back n like tried to plan joce's b day party n got poor lil me all so stressed up so tt woman had better appreciate it !!!

today....hahahaha.... rather funny a day... cant really say much now... will tok bout it tml !

terms suck totally....

2005-06-30T16:57:00.000+08:00

sigh... i haven been blogging in a long long time... and its all thanks to the freaking terms... they take up so much time... and so far they have all been like hell... which is why i am in heaven now... coz i am SO SO DEAD !!! freak... just hipe i can passs n like not get last in class... and if i acxtually do.... just hope tt i wouldnt have to like go see the P n Vp n stuff...crap... but not tt i am hoping for much also.... coz i noe my limits n how slack i hve been... and now tt i realise... i regret it !!! sigh... and theres like totally nothing i can do now ...

crap n the worse thing is tt the last day of my terms are gonna be such a cheena day !!!! i got chi terms n also chi alevel oral !!! crap !!! and i just found out today tt i actually got oral tml... like what am i supposed to do??!!
and i noe ttt the oral tml is gonna be a total flop coz like pple who have heard me speak chi all noe how bad my chi sounds.... crap... someone save me !!! help !!! and i am so tempted to go out n enjoy... and its really really really bad tt all my plans for tml have all been wrecked thanks to the freaking oral... CRAP !!! and also there are like so many shows tt i wanna watch but i definitely am lacking the cash... argghhh... need to save !!! i wanna watch intial D, ghost train, war of the worlds n a lot like love !!! 4 freaking shows..... n now the cost of a tic is like what... 8.50??? wth !!! i aint got enough money to watch all the shows!!!! booo !!!!

freak ! shall try to go do smthn to help my chi oral so it doesnt flop tt badly.... sigh.... bleaghx !!!

2005-06-18T18:28:00.000+08:00

was suposed to go with ryn to cut hair yest but as usual i couldnt wake up...it was like 9 plus tt she called me n i was still sleeping... so ryn had to go alone... sorry !! den waited at home for ryn to call so tt i could go over to house....

hmm... and i waited n waited and ended up watching tv...i know i should have been studying but i just couldnt help it !!! and i only have like one week left to cram like everything in... i am so dead !!! i need a miracle !!!

anyway after tt met ryn n had lunch then jon see came over to see her and we went to her house...and the mugging session turned into a chatting session so we ended up talking and watching tv and talking bout caryns trapped nemo and stuff... lolx... and i received my present !!! ahhh!! love it so much... thanks ryn !! must rmb to keep it away frm some pple who will draw on it !!!

oh n ate at caryns place... her mums cooking is like soooo gooooodddd !!!! nice stuff we had.... caryns mum is such a good cook... and oh yah pple who wanna order cakes can look for her too !! remember kkz??? see ryn... i am helping u !!

2005-06-16T18:14:00.000+08:00

hmmm... i was supposed to go to the airport to mug wif jl affair n joce to mug today... we were supposed to meet at like 9... but wells as usual we were pigs and couldnt wake up ! haha... actually i did !! i woke at 8 called jl to make sure she was awake...den i went back to slp... haha... den jl called me again n realised tt she too was sleepy so we called joce who was aslp which was q expected of her after all she is like the biggest pig... so since we were all slpy we decided to cancel it..haha... we are such pigs...

sigh.... this hol totally sux....its like filled with mugging .... and i havent even really got to enjoy it ! no proper enjoyable outings !! even last year during the os the june hols were so nice !! we had guides handover camp !! one of the funnest camps ! haha... still remember slping in the guides room while the others were like slogging away... and the caterpillar game tt we came up with and even the pizza !!! first time we got to eat pizza at guides camp...haha... oh yah n the slp over at jialings place where we hardly slept n even had lessons and camp the next day which explained why we were so shagged the whole day.... haha....

and now my holiday is like so..... urrgghhhh !! sigh... and to think i was so looking forward to the hols sigh... terrible !!!!

2005-06-15T22:16:00.000+08:00

hmm... went to the airport again today ... this time just wif joce... did math the whole day....so tiring... then black came half way to help wif some qns....borrrinnggg day... hmm... mught be going again to the airport tml..

anyways... starting to think tt maybe i am a sadist.... today was watching some scary show in the morning n i just started laughing again... whats wrong wif me??? hmm... maybe i am a sadist...???oh well... its a crappy entry ... hahaha

2005-06-13T22:57:00.000+08:00

had to go to sch for lessons this morning... after lessons went to parkway to meet chelle to mug n lunch... took pics again.... oh yah ive got the pics of my trip to the airport its under the darlinks part... so pple go see... and todays haribo pics are up !
oh yah... back to today.... went to mug and suddenly went crzy and took corny pics of me playing with haribo...think its the haribo... everytime i eat haribo i get high... hmm... wonder what they put in it... anyway after tt we started fooling around got so high and crazy... haha... sp could hardly do anything...
sigh.....terms are coming gotta eat less of haribo.... co it makes me go crazeee !!!!muahahahaha

2005-06-12T20:00:00.000+08:00

went for the db com yesterday...umm... it was rather interesting i guess... haha...dun really noe the final results coz i left half way but anyway heard tt TP won smthn so yah... congrats.. and oh yah... to ac congrats too ! haha... sigh... i have got divided loyalties...arrgghh after so long i still miss tp !! got to get over it some how... but i just cant....

anyways saw a lot os the ssc peeps and spoke to some of them but they all were taking part so din talk much... anyway i still miss 'em all... sigh... some how feel tt i still aint my full talkative lame self yet...

left halfway to meet jialing and chelle to mug once again at mos... spent the whole time doing math... so much to cover but so lil time... sigh... we all did trigo until we went a lil crazeee.... haha.... esp me.... they all got quite scared of me coz i started laughing for no reson then i started crying and sounding so whiney... haha... then jialing also went bonkers and started going mummie !!! haha... and chelle well became self obsessed and started taking weird pic of herself and us haha...math just makes u go crazee....

anyway sighh... i got lessons tml...BORRINNGG !!!!

2005-06-10T22:01:00.000+08:00

ive been mugging the past 2 days... quite proud of myself actually... haha... but some how i dun feel accomplished... sigh and i actually only got like 2 weeks left .... I AM SO DEAD !!! so much to study so little time....
yesterday, went to jialings place to mug... saw the stuff that she actually bought frm china n hk... ALL GOOD STUFF !!! ARRGGHHH !!! I AM SO JEALOUS !! I WANT THE RUBBER BANDS AND EAR RINGS !!! I WANNA GO TO CHINA TOO !!! haha... anyway thanks jialing for the shhirt ! LOVE IT !!hehehe... anyway we mugged and listened to music n stuff and chatted a whole lot.... found out tt maybe it's the being part of a second intake tt makes u feel so insecure and all ttt crap....jialing is feeling the same way as i do... sigh...anyway yup we tried to do math but it was so darn hard !!! arrgghhh i just hate trigo ! and inequalities ! and yes welll everything as well.... sigh... i need math tuition !!! i am so gonna fail ... anyway den i discussed pw dem....

today i went to the airport again... haha... just love the airport...anyways yups went there to mug again... once again did math.... ive got a test coming up and DURING THE HOLS, yes during the hols... can u imagine... who actually holds tests during the hols and esp when the terms are like round the corner !! WEIRDOS ! anyway nthn much i can do about it but mug... yea... so i shd really stop whining ... anyway den jocelyn came to meet us halfway...oh yah.. and we had popeyes.. which was kinda .... interesting??... haha.... and yes we took loads of pics... will post them up when i get them n know how to work the shutterfly thingy... haha.. oh wells... gotta go mug !!!just 2 more week !!!

2005-06-07T21:45:00.000+08:00

went to the airport to mug today.... haha...din really do much... kept getting high all of a sudden and disturbing poor sam n bee who were trying so hard to mug.... oops... sorry pple.... haha... i have got short attn span... haha... juz cant concentrate...oh yah... and i was also like late by like 1 hr plus... oops... hehe... i woke up late again. !!arrghhh.... got to start studying seriously....or i am so gonna fail... sigh... tml i got pw meeting at sam's place... hmmm kinda interesting i guess??haha... oh wells.... i am so boreddd....

2005-06-04T18:34:00.000+08:00

sigh.... have been feeling really really blue these few days... nothing seems right...
just had dis rather long convo with lyn on stuffs and made me realised something.... everyone really is changing... and now its like changed so much tt i barely understand whats going on....i feel so lost and so i dunno... but nothing feels right... its like everyone's all in different schools... leading their own different lives and nothing the same... most pple are no longer what they were in sec sch.....not tt i was expecting pple to stay the same as they were but .... just din really expect these changes to actually take place so fast.... and like just cant really seem to accpet these changes...but guess theres also nothing i cant do about it...

sigh... it hurts pretty much to noe tt pple u once knew so well have all changed and now u feel as though u hardly noe them... maybe tts why i wana go to neverland so much ... where things would stay the same... and where u dun hafta grow up... just be a kid forever... how nice...
anyway i shd stop takling about all this now...stop sounding like such a whiney and angsty teen...oh yah.... thanks jocelyn for tt rather long convo... guess it helped to noe tt i am not the only one who feels tt way...

anyway... been feeling so slack this whole week.... just not in the mood to study... i am so dead !!!sigh... shall try my best to stop being slack ...

2005-05-29T20:21:00.000+08:00

feeling really tired today... was woken up really really early i the morning to go on some dunno what walk... err.. i forgot wat its called... but anyway it was something at mac ritchie...some tree to walk thingy... not too sure... anyway it was such a long long walk... i almost died half way up.. it was so tiring !!!! and so hot !!! k fine i noe i am being spoilt... but anyway it really wasnt tt fun n was like so tiring....

den after tt went to the range and played golf a while... was too tired so only played a short while.. haha... lazy lil me...anywya glad to say tt after 1 year i still can play !! haha... i am so smart !!! fine i noe i am bhb... anyway... gtg now... feeling really really tired

2005-05-28T00:09:00.000+08:00

guitar night tonight was not bad i guess....rather nice la...but dunno why some how some where something went wrong.... sigh...and somehow i have a feeling tt maybe it might have been me.. SIGHS....

anyway... WE GOT OUR HALF DAY !!!! hahaha... we were all so happy... so shocked too.... din expect it.... even though i really hoped for it... anyway sch today was reallly really slack... guess it was becoz it was the last day of sch or smthn.... den went wif pj and pearlly to the food fair thingy... which was so packed... anyway it was pretty fun....

wells... feeling really really tired now.... shall go sleep...

2005-05-26T20:39:00.000+08:00

HOORAY !!! hahaha.... AC WON RJ !!! 23-0 !!! hahaha.... feel really really proud to be part of ac....the rugby match was so fun so exciting !!! but i din really noe what was going on also la...(also partly coz i cun really see, it was really really packed...) sports is just not my thing .... anyway the school spirit was really really strong ... but so sad i had to leave early so din really get to see the ending....yupz... and the game was like really really violent with everyone piling on top of each other... imagine if i was one of dem with tt many pple on top i'd probably be crushed to death !!haha... anyway tts out of point.. haha... oh yah and i even saw this RJ's rugger's ass crack... his shorts were like hanging so low.... i cun control and burst out laughing along wif pj n gina and got diaoed at by him.. oops... but it aint my fault tt his ass crack was showing right???!!!

oh yah... and i even had my face painted wif the sch colours red yellow blue... haha...how fun !! but it was really hard to get off... oh yah and i almost forgot the damn irritating part....
I WAS ATTACKED BY ANTS !!!!somehow i think i stepped on a super duper huge ant hill and den they were all over my shoes and attacking the poor defenceless lil me !!:( I HATE U FRIGGIN IRRITATING ANTS !!! DUN EVER WANNA SEE U IDIOTIC LIL CREATURES AGAIN !!!!! i was so darn freaked out !!!!

dunno why but think it was some "attack poor defenceless lil christelle "day for the ants or wat but ants were all over my file in the LT as well...millions and millions of dem ( i noe i am exaggerating but...oh well...) thank goodness i din like get a XXXL reaction from tt.... if not i would have gotten kicked out of the LT ...

anyway feeling really really happy !!! going back for guitar night tml !!!hahaha... looking forward to seeing everyone !! I REALLY MISS YA'LL !!!!and the hols are coming !!!! hope i can get half day or smthn tml....
oh wells... guess tts all for now... still got lotsa stuff to do... all the stinkin hw !!!

2005-05-20T20:30:00.000+08:00

whoo !!! Finally i am finally done wif the stuypid irritating friggin PI thingy !!!! takes up so much time !! cant stand it !!URGHHH !!! just hate pw !!! now i realise tt pw is just a useless thingy to make my oh so busy life worse.... they just love seeing us ppor lil students suffer....

talking bout suffering i just failed another test today.... econs !!!! this sux big time.... but haha... at least i didnt fail that badly.... only failed by one mark !!! SO PROUD OD MYSELF :) !!! haha... ph yah and i got like 3 out of 15 for my math timed assignment thingy... haha... once again.. i have failed.... sigh... but still q proud of myself...I THINK I AM SO CLEVER !!!! haha... anyway just had a gp test today... sigh... shall not bother to tok about it...

dunno why but i keep failing my tests !! i cant remember passing a single one yet!!! i am so dead !!!! sigh..... but anyway i still think that i am clever !!! whoo !!!

so i shall end of by sayin tt CHRISTTELLE IS JUST OH SO SMART !!!!!

2005-05-18T20:25:00.000+08:00

sigh... the house feels so darn empty.... wonder why....my parents actually went holiday w/o me... fine i am just being grumpy.... i noe... it aint exactly a holiday la just to go visit my bro n anyway i also din wanna go...

i am still stuck wof tt idiotic PI the stupid pw teacher is always doing a disappearing act it so hard to fin her !!!! and i only got until friday.... I AM SO DEAD !!!.... the stupid teacher had better accept my idea coz if she doesnt i haf no idea what i am gonna do....i sill got a chi test tml...and a go test on fri... and dunno what other wat haf u tests....

oh n today i went back to tk !!! how nice !!! collected my o level cert... so exciting !!!oh n i realise tk looks really really really empty.... wonder what p chan tt witch did to it....but it was really nice to go back...walked back to 4G... which looks horrible.... miss seeing caryns drawings on the board....and the whole school realy really looks like a hospital now.... so urghhs....yucks.... anyways ... i met many of the teachers and chatted with them... really miss all of them... sigh.... things have really changed ...sigh....

I SO MISS THOSE DAYS !!!!

2005-05-17T15:50:00.000+08:00

wells... i am supposed to be havin PW now.... but guess what.... i am not doing anything again... but it aint my fault tt PW is such a bore.... and tt everyone spends it doing smthn else...sighx.... once again... i havent exactly been updating... realised the last time i actually updated was actually on friday the 13th... haha...

anyway yest went back to watch the sea sports heats with val who was suppsed to bring some surprise for me... and well guess who it was?? who else but charrissa !!! LOLZ .... saw so many familiar faces... felt so good.... oh how i miss TP !! SIGH.....had so much fun there and now i really miss it.. all the tk peeps amd all dse friends i made dere... miss a04, the family n joce, chelle, and ryn ... I REALLY REALLY MISS U GUYS !!!

yah den we had to wait for THE SLOW ONE to finish bathing first before going for dinner.... and on the bus to KFC... some idiot had to once again make a comment about my oversized uniform.... ASS !!!! STOP TALKING ABOUT MY UNIFORM ! I NOE ITS BIG !!! not like its my fault right??!! anyway... yah n i had to make some stupid weirdo comment abt kicking him down the bus.... right... like i could actually do tt.... but anyway i am not called chili padi for nthn...

anyway... really had a fun time meeting up with all of dem yest.... missed dem so much... after all it was all of dem tt made my stayin TP a fun one....

2005-05-13T19:18:00.000+08:00

oops... haha... realised tt i havent been blogging for quite some time...like say 1 week?? oh wells.... i have been busy... leading a busy busy lil life... sighx... cant stand school nowadays... so many tests !!! so much hw !!!! and the worst thing is tt i have been failing all my tests !!! from math to gp...sighz... and today i even had an econs test... which i am so gonna fail... n i have a chi test n GP test next week n a math timed assignment thingy on trigo! AGAIN !!!
UGHHH !!!! HATE TRIGO!!!!and i noe tt i am gonna fail it again !
haha.... actually getting q used to failing tests already....

gosh.... sighx... nothing exciting has been happening these few days n i have been feeling really really bored.... cant wait for holidays.... even though i noe i would be spendin most of it mugging... boy.... there goes my life as a slacker .... kissing my life as a slacker goodbye... gonna miss those days !!!

2005-05-06T22:08:00.000+08:00

oh wells.... in the end i still went for tt stinkin' debate-y thing... which wasn' tt bad after all... coz AC WON !!! ... so happy for dem.. and gayle... she was so pro... so amazed at her powerful english...and she was so super duper cute...lolx...even tho u din win best speaker tt went to tt (rude lil mr bushy!!.. but u still won best speaker overall ).. yah so congrats to gayle n matt( even tho u call me a calilbee???) ... haha... so lucky to haf 2 debators in my class...oh yah... but the darn audi was so darn cold... was freezing in it...

yah... den went for dinner wif pj, gina n pearlly... had dinner at the sci centre's mac.... it was so empty... was supposed to haf a class outing but everyone juz disappeared afetr the thing leaaving the 4 of ur dere...yah n dunno why we kept toking bout ghosts stories n stuffs n freaked ourselves out which was pretty dumb la...den we were like all so scared after tt.... screamed at some dunno wat thing n got scolded by the grumpy old security guard.... so embarassing !!!

haiz... but still would haf wanted to go for songfest and see alll my tk pals...my herm, affair, n yah big green chili ( my worst nightmare....)lolz.... OR the family outing... n see the family.... sighz... miss everyone dere..

had a horrible timed assignment on trigo today... which i obviously failed... got like 3 out of 15.... haha...gosh... i really suck at trigo!!!
and i am owing like tons of hw n got like tons of tests... oops.. oh well... guess i really am too slack.. gotta start muggin' n muggin' like really really hard... which is gonna be so diff... cpz i am such a slacker ... n as they say... once a slacker, always a slacker!!!

poor lil' me.....

2005-05-05T18:00:00.000+08:00

haiz... so sad... cant go for songfest on fri... all thanks to some stupid debate thingy tt i have to go support tt inly ends t 7.30pm n is held at the stupid sci centre...CRAP!!! who actually holds a dumb debate com at sci centre n makes it end at 730?!! not tt i din wanna go k?!! anyway JL also wun be going ....and i
might not even be able to make it for family outing coz i got lessons so early in the morning on a saturday.... sighz.... poor poor lil me...mugging my poor poor lil life away....

oh... n today poor poor lil me was so hungry the whole day :(.... coz i skipped lunch to go to the library to slp.... was so tired could hardly keep awake during lessons... sighz... and after tt i was so hungry!!!

sighz... and i still got so much stupid hw to do... so far behind in math... everyones lik completed so many tutorials already...n i am so lost during lessons n i still got a darn math test on monday... and got 2 stinkin' econs essays to do... and some stinkin' geog essay... n some more stinkin' chinese hw n the stupid stinkin' list of hw goes on n on n on...sighz... poor poor lil lil me... burdened my so much stinkin hw...oh n i still got some stupid PI to do... great... just great... sighz....but anyway highly doubt tt i will be completing all of tt hw... can't help it if i am slack right??!! haha... oh wells...

pw sux totally!!!

2005-05-03T16:22:00.000+08:00

ABOLISH PW !!!!
haha... supposed to be havning PW lesson now... but guess wat i am doin... SLACKING!!! ~ DUH!! why else would i be updating my blog now... haha... anyway PW sux!!! its totally lame n irritating n total waste of time!!! CRAP!!! and i havent even thot of an idea for stinking PI... I AM SO DEAD!!!! HATE PW!!!! anyway... yupx.. will continue when i get home....

what has become of my life??!!

2005-05-02T20:21:00.000+08:00

todays suppose to be a holiday... but guess how i spent it... mugging!!!! weird huh... me the BIGGEST SLACKER actually spent my holiday mugging when i actually dont haf any tests or anything... haiz i lead such a sad life now... i din even mug dis hard last year.. n to think i thot dis is supposed to be a slack year...HOW WRONG CAN I BE??!! at least i went to chelle's place with jl to mug... so it wasnt tt bad... mugging together n complainin bout trigo n all the other crap subs ...arrghhh.... I HATE TRIGO!!! i spent like 2 hours plus on it n only managed to do 3 qns... tt's how much i suck at it... i seriously need math tuition asap....

anyways... yupx... it was fun mugging wif company.. n watching thise 2 pigging out on prawn noodles n stuff... haha... not tt i din eat much but not as much as dey did :) ...

really miss those days we spent in TK together... mugging, slacking n crapping...miss chickie gang lots too... now we're all split up.... sad life... oh wells.... gtg now... still havent completed stupid gp hw... haiz...just mugging my youth away... how sad can tt be :( ...

2005-05-01T00:16:00.000+08:00

haiz... feeling really really bad now... don't know why... izzt really really my fault?? i really dont know...anyway, guess it ain't tt important anymore... but anyway... i am really really sorry for all the trouble i have caused and everything i have n have not done...haiz... feeling so blue...

anyway, ya.. today wasn't tt bad i guess... woke up really really late... like 2 plus in the afternoon so din really do much todayand dont noe why but my whole body was aching... practically lazed round the whole house... oh yah... den i had my hair cut...so its much shorter now... but still the same look i guess.. den i came home slacked den went for dinner... came home n tried to do my math hw... n i realised smthn.... I DONT NOE HOW TO DO A SINGLE QN!!! i seriously need math tuition asap...

Guess i shall end here...and yah... i am really really sorry for everything... just hope everything will turn out fine...haiz....

my first attempt

2005-04-30T18:35:00.000+08:00

OK... so i finally got my blog up after much thot... yah... n dis is my first post... so its basically crap...not really sure bout how this thingy goes...so do excuse the lameness...so i guess tt's about it ...